Baby, I am so tired.
But, I am so afraid to sleep.
My eyes keep closing,
but I keep forcing them open.
I'm scared that you will leave.
You already left me, no longer mine.
The pain is overwhelming.
Please love me again.
I know it is stupid to beg.
Stupid to want something like me
who is so broken.
Drowning in endless sorrow.
Lost in a world of pain.
Trying to dig my way out.
I wish I could be fine.
I want to be fine,
just for a second.
I want to tell you I love you.
Hug you and hold you close to me.
I am scared you'll push me away.
Tell me to not come near you.
I shut myself in my room.
Hear your tone in your voice.
I just can't deal